because i sure as hell don’t. but talking to no one in particular has always been my greatest pleasure since this blog was born. i’m so proud of u nyam cat
i’ve been thinking about changing my blog title to something more hella. i mean nyam cat is great but it’s just my meme phase (which i would still embrace until forever) and i feel like i need something more suitable to celebrate my new step to adulthood because i just turned 20 on monday!!!!
i’m changing the name of this blog to nyamventure. VERY ADULT.
but yeah it was great! i went to pay a visit to dad’s grave in the morning and i sobbed like a baby who pissed her badly worn diaper. looking back, just to step my feet on the cemetery ground was already a big improvement for me. and i brought dad orchids since he’d always said that they were his favorite flowers. i hope he likes em!
sads aside, i went to this new place in kemang with bilgis, bunga, azka, and keziah (people always get excited whenever they’re mentioned on my blog. i wonder if you guys still read this but, you’re welcome) to play a real life escape the room game! it’s called “Escape Hunt” just like the online free escape the room game i used to play with aulia to kill our boredom in our middle school years, we have to find clues and solve cases with a time limit but in real life. you know that feel when you can’t click the shit that you thought would help you? now you can lift and turn the chair upside down and no one can stop you.
it was fun and we were so pleased i felt like i was 29729392x smarter when we got out of the room (while all we did was whine and complain the entire game because it was HARD)
also, i was a chief detective for an hour. can’t you tell how hard i felt the sinichi kudo in me?? bless this game
anyways too bad they need credit cards or paypal accounts to make online reservation BUT as for us fear not i got a money-filled-paypal account because now i’m a full fledged adult who makes money and swag. i can buy 50 rolls of toilet paper online and find myself in the bathroom as i cry vodka out in the next morning. still no one can stop me.
i thought people forgot about my birthday but apparently they didn’t and it made me happy. even if it was a last minute cake which was later shared with 5 people after a little fumbling and failed surprise from the mas mas waiter, it really was a sweet cake. i’m really grateful…
somewhere during dinner i got a message from brena saying that she couldn’t go to dufan with me on the next day, which she had promised me since 3 months ago probably. i kinda figured that would happen but i thought she’d spare some time for my birthday. i got a bit upset when she said she couldn’t see me that night either. BUT i’m a full fledged adult and i will make my way to get everything i want with my own power. and i did. i’m unstoppable.
she also gave me a little surprise cake which i didn’t really expect. i got too caught up feeling relieved that i could see her that day but hey cakes would never cease to make me happier. i know i’ve told the whole world a gazzillion times, but, she’s my favorite person in the entire universe dont even try 2 question me
but she promised we’d go to dufan on the 9th of july for sure. apparently her busy being has something to do with this president election campaign. so if on wednesday, july the 9th of 2014 you don’t find me at dunia fantasi taman impian jaya ancol, expect to see me on the news i will fukckijfkss-
and before midnight a finally got a birthday text from aulia. when i saw the preview i was like ‘dude you could’ve told me earlier this afternoon when we met’ but it was really sweet i think i teared up a bit. if you’re going to hell i’d jump right down to hell with you. then again we’re probably gonna get blazed in hell together for our sins. i’m gonna miss you so bad once i leave dude you and novri are the only jerks i need in my life
all the wishes made me happy, even some of my friends on tumblr drew me birthday gifts and it means a lot to me. life is gr8
i can’t find a better and alternative way to say this but i’m really grateful that i’m still breathing today. i’m glad i didn’t end it. really really really glad. life is indeed still worth living. i promise i’ll be a better person, for everyone i owe my happiness to. and pay you all back a thousand times